October 

So I have decided to write more. What about I don’t know yet but here goes.

I am officially finding life hard and have  no idea how to tell people. In June I had an operation a myomectomy (fibroids removed) so I no longer look 6 months pregnant. I should feeling great I should be happy. But I am not.  Reason being I am 40 in January and have no clue what to do next. Should my husband and I are if it’s possible to have a  baby now I’ve had the op or should we try adoption again or should we say enough is enough and get on with the rest of our lives.

It’s hard to know what will be the  right decision. 

Vent over

Leave a comment